All in 4 days.

Saturday to Tuesday at home. Lots of happenings.

• Mom and dad met with an accident while on Scooty. Went to the hospital with you. Got her home, took care of her.
• Cooked so much food!
• Messed up the workflow for managing Arya and the house.
• You don't like when I am not straightforward with maid, nanny and Maushi. I don't have the necessary management skills you think (Leaving a new born at home to do a day job is enough to make any mom drop on her knees, if she thinks that will keep the baby happy). Finally after a lot of pressure from you over the years, and lots of bad attitudes from nanny and Maushi recently, I gave in.
• I scolded the nanny for her obvious failures - late coming, uninformed absence, frequent offs, laziness. I even had a rift with maushi for her ignorance around the house and her mismanagement. The rift with Maushi BTW was started by your passing comment that she had heard. Anyway...
• Maushi left the house for now (Don't know if she will be back).
• Nanny is absconding again. Came to know that she is searching for a job elsewhere.
• You are not in your right spirits and don't want to talk much.

Today, I'm stressed about

• The impending day care search
• Adjusting maid timings
• Preparing Arya's mind for the shift to day care
• Working out his timings for drop and pick up
• Feeding him and managing his multiple tiffins
• Home management.

Here in office

• Gearing up for the tasks that were piled up due to my absence.
• Can't focus for above reasons

Too much on my plate.  Lot's. Alone.